I had a sort of traumatic event about a year ago that has left me wondering where I will end up in the working world. Since then, i have probably had 4 or 5 jobs, and, will be starting yet another one real soon. So many problems stem from serious depression and anxiety, making it almost a full time job by itself. I often quit jobs because I cant handle the negativity surrounding them, or the pressure that I am expected to face, no matter what the job is.
About a month ago, i started a new job. Pay was quite decent for my area, and it was a new opportunity. However, as soon as i started, it seemed very strenuous, and the deadlines were even more stressful. I did not take breaks, and worked as hard as i ever have, making sure that i met those deadlines. Just today, i was fired. The stress of this job had been getting to me. I was stressed to the point where I was not sleeping well at night, and I was exhausted every single day. Last night, i decided to start taking the medication she had given me for sleep, so that maybe i could come in feeling refreshed every day, and maybe get my work done with a positive attitude. Well, because of the medication, i was not able to wake up this morning. I did not hear my alarm, even though i turned it up as high as it goes. Before i could even make a decision regarding what to do, i got an email stating my termination.
Again, i dont expect to find many people that struggle with the same issues that i do, but any words of positivity will be welcome. I have been trying so hard, and i am really struggling today with the idea of taking yet another major step backwards. I know that I will move on, but it seems impossible. Anyways, I hope that you are all doing well, no matter who you are, or what you may be dealing with. We all deserve to be happy.
What im listening to today
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