Its Been A While...

So, I haven't made a post in a couple months. I've thought about it, but felt a bit stuck. I didn't know what to post or what not to post here. Some of my posts make it look like I'm a person who can help people, and that I've conqured my depression. Which I havent, but, I think I can still help someone, and that is why I'm here. It's hard to find good help, and it's expensive. But the truth is, I'm struggling a lot right now, and I have a lot on my plate. I feel pretty defeated, and I don't know what to do. I have made a little progress lately, at least. Got on a new medication, but I can't say it's helping. I saw a psychologist, and she is going to refer me somewhere where I can get testing done. This is long overdue, but it's never too late. I'm searching for inspiration, wherever I can find it. I think I have been submitting to mental illness lately, instead of fighting back, like i used to tell myself. Sometimes it's hard to remember how to do that. But I think that we have to fight. We are living in a world that doesn't always care about us.  Take care, and I hope that you're doing ok.